Faith

Have you ever felt like you were just going to cry and burst out in tears. You know you are a strong person and Christian but you feel like you just can't handle things?
Yeah, that's how I feel right now.
Everything in life is like a huge gossip ball that you just can't put your finger on. You feel like you can't please anyone. Sometimes I do stupid things but I don't mean to it's just that someone tells me something and I might ask someone advice because I can't do it alone. I need that constant goodness in my life. I need someone that is GONNA clothe me and that is going to take care of me when I am sad. Not someone that says "you'll be fine," or talks back. People need to let go of things and forget their past and move on. So many people don't know how to do that they just run around thinking they are right, but wait the other person might be right. But you know.. noone's right.. every one is in a constant battle and it is ESPECIALLY hard with Christians because they see that people NEED GOD and it hurts so much when those people don't have him. It makes me want to cry and just blow up in sorrow. See I just want to make things right with people and if they don't want to change then you know what they will figure that out sooner or later.
Has anyone ever told you that your too "young" or you will never understand?
You know it hurts. Because you have come so far in your journey of life that you ARE getting big, you are not small you are not a child you have HAD GOD moments and there have been circumstances where your faith has stood out.
& you KNOW your God is there and real. You know that he can do anything you pray for. It is a hard world out there and we can NEVER win we will always have times were people judge, make fun of you put you down. But my advice to you is stay strong in your faith and DON'T let those people get to you because what do they have on you ?
They don't run your life... you make the decisions in your life based on whatever God wants for you.
When you trust in him he will bless the CRAP out of you. You have to believe it and you have to really seek him because if you don't you'll get mad at God and blame him for things that he is not doing. He just wants to do good and love on you, so let him. Don't let the evils of this world distract you from the father that will care for you no matter HOW big your wound is.
I'm hoping for a better tomorrow.

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